I must be crazy composing this entry at 4:45AM. I have not had any sleep yet and I have a makeup workshop to conduct at 11AM. I seriously think I need to reset my body clock. It sucks being a night owl because everything shifts!!! Yesterday, I slept at 6AM and woke up at 2PM—that’s a good 7 hours of sleep. But it just isn’t right anymore. My body has been feeling more sluggish than ever. And this is not doing my health any good.
Well anyway, I wanted to do a quick MCR for this morning. I have everything packed and ready to go for today’s workshop! Since my trolly traincase is in need of repairs, I made use of boxes to contain all the makeup we’ll be using for the workshop. I like this feeling—of having everything I need in order. It feels nice.
I’ll be seeing my Mark tomorrow. He’s going to be the photographer for the workshop. Great thing his schedule permits! I just cannot handle the photo-taking all by myself because I still have to teach, guide, and vlog altogether! I am so thankful for Mark. I honestly think he’s the one. No kidding. Thinking about that makes me smile.
Earlier I was computing. About finances and all. Bills will increase by August as I take on a new responsibility—paying for our internet. LOLLLL omygoodness, and you guys know how much I hate SmartBro when their connection is intermittent! Hahaha! I can just imagine myself at my wit’s end when the time comes that we get another faulty connection and I’m paying for it. Well, I use the most internet here at home, so I’m not complaining.
I miss grocery shopping. It feels very therapeutic to me. Sometimes I go to the mall to walk around for HOURS and not buy anything, just browse. I love walking from aisle to aisle in the supermarket, reading ingredients…etc. That is how weird I am. But I feel so happy afterwards. I know I’m not alone! Who else does this?!
People are about to wake up in this house and I am just about to sleep.
I can’t wait to have breakfast with Mark as I am totally famished right now. I’m thinking pancakes with baconnnn…but seriously, hot Milo and toasted mamon is alright for me too!
I still have no outfit for Sunday. And I don’t wanna spend for one. Good thing, though, that I’ll be checking in a hotel in the morning to film with Noe and perhaps get a little downtime before the busy afternoon for work. I will also be able to go back to the hotel after dinner and remove my makeup and freshen up before I fly back to Manila. I don’t like how a whole day’s makeup feel on my skin during flights. I can feel my skin suffering. Air in the plane is just really bad.
I filmed two videos today. 2 reviews on a BB cream I’ve been loving, and Benefit’s creaseless eyeshadows. I need to work even harder to meet my goal for this month. People ask me if Youtube requires me to come up with a certain # of videos per month. And the answer is NO. The boss inside me requires me to do so. I love being my own boss.
How I stay motivated? I think about the bills I need to pay and the things I want to buy, and most importantly, trips out of the country—starting next year!!! OHHHH that got me so excited. Everything will turn out great. I just know it.
I was ranting earlier about how such a hassle it is being a young adult. I need to get an NBI/police/brgy. clearance soon, my TIN is not yet ready, my passport is yet to be processed because I need the things mentioned previously.
I am also going to take a RUSH course on driving. 4,700.00 for a 5-hour driving lesson. Is it worth it??? I NEED MY DRIVER’S LICENCE because I need more valid ID’s.
Grabe. I miss being a child. My mom used to asikaso all these things for me. But now I can’t ask from her anymore. I’m 22 years old. I need to stand up on my own.
I need more patience. Because I HATE LONG LINES. OMGGGG you wouldn’t believe how much I hate long lines. AND WAITING!
Before, I ordered fries from Jollibee. They asked me to wait for 3 minutes. ONLY 3 MINUTES!!!! And I canceled the order. HAHAHAH!
That is how impatient I am.
5:05AM and I think I’m gonna get a little sleep now. Toodles! And I hope you have a great day, my dear reader. Feel free to share anything in the comment box!